Don't let an illness force you to take care of yourself and find the joy in life. Do it anyways.
Rather than live in fear, I am trying to look at this as an opportunity. How can I take what 2020 is offering me? Rather than fight against the limitations, can I relax into them? Instead of feeling bound, can I feel held? Wrapped in a cocoon created by outer closures, I keep my focus inward and may discover something that I hadn’t noticed because I was so busy.
I realize that this finding fault thing is a bad habit of my mind that I have transferred from big things like environmental problems to my body, to my home, to people. My mind’s set-point is: “Something is wrong. I have to fix it. I can’t do it” So my experience has been finding things that are wrong that I can’t fix from my career, to my body to the overflowing toys and books in my house.
